Saturn in Pisces

Concept 1:

Until we experience the Spirit, how can we believe in God. 

Concept 2:

Letting go of control and allowing the experience to flow in the way that it wants to. As if it is its own entity 

Concept 3: 

Letting go of your identity as you know it for the sake of the experience and ultimately transformation 

Saturn in Pisces is the process of mind expanding experience that ultimately leads you to be more open to the Universe and all its inhabitants. Pisces is trust. Trust what you do not yet know, but trust that all is the way it was always meant to be. 

You cannot swim against the stream. You can try but you will exhaust yourself and potentially drown. If anything, swimming against the stream is dangerous. Allowing the river to take you down the destined path is uncertain. Thus you either let go of control and trust despite the potential dangerous; the alternative is you suffocate yourself under the pressure of how you want things to be. It is quite a conundrum.

You could always avoid the river all together. Look the other way. Pretend God isn’t happening to everything. You could live the existence of distrust even when it comes to yourself. You could be on constant alert for a plot, or a scheme, or a rouse. That way you would always be primed for deception. When the moment comes it won’t hurt as much because you’ve been ready. 

And so, the moment comes when you’ve been lied to, yet again. This time it shouldn’t hurt as much, cut as deep. But it still does. Regardless of the build up, the mental preparation the heart breaks all the same. Control has a way of fooling us into believing that we are safe from harm. You rush to cross fantasy bridges before you come to real ones. Conned by the notion that you can be in charge of the natural flow of things. 

Nature has a way of surprising. Life is full of magic. The magic is in these threads that guide us to to live life to the fullest. We must follow these delicate threads without breaking them. There is self - restraint and then there is control out of fear of uncertainty. People don’t like walking into unfamiliar rooms with the lights out. Who knows what might be lurking in the dark. 

The irony is our own psyche can be a dark room that might have been previously unfamiliar. Before anyone turns on the lights sometimes you just have to sit there in the dark and be present with all your monsters and demons. And there might be demons. And we try to run from them. Saturn wouldn’t let you run far because the faster you run the closer you get to your own darkness. 

The only way out is through. The only way down the river is with the stream. The only way to find magic is by letting go of the grip you have on your life. Saturn in Capricorn might call for you to have more control, to establish your boundaries, to build on solid ground. Saturn in Pisces wants you to see beyond those limiting beliefs. Saturn in Pisces doesn’t want you to learn how to be the witness to the magic of the Universe unfolding in front of your eyes. 

Saturn isn’t trying to change your mind - merely expand it.